Im literally Jo and it pains me to even admit this because im just like her. I push people who are romantically interested in me even if I do like them, and If they want to pursue something with me I always tell them: “you’ll find someone better, Im happy with the way I am now.” and yearn for them later. Self sabotage sucks and I wish to heal from the insecurities deep within my soul so I may grow from this bad habit.

